Letters to Billy, the skinnydipping mountain guy: For a friend on former Tribe.net

by sunbuns99July 22nd, 2007, 01:43 PM
Dear Billy,Long time no see. It’s summer so you’re probably at your busiest time on the ranch. I’ll go on vacation (July 27-Aug 29) to Hawaii, New York, Tennessee/KY. Yep.. you should come to Japan – if you’re anything like what I see in the photo you’d be a popular guy (So desu neh!)


It seems many Tribe people are gravitating to the visual culture offered by Flickr – I find myself going there a lot more than Tribe – nobody every writes much any way (or read what I write on my Tribe or other blogs). But on Flickr, if I have a nice photo (hot guy, interesting situation or porn), people seem to flock around. It’s habit-forming so I don’t recommend it for everyone.

You don’t seem like a porn-loving kind of guy – which is great if you are or aren’t. But I can certainly see where you’d probably be good at starring in your own ‘movies’ – not crass pornography – but classic nudes.

See ya’ when I see ya’, Kelly.


Dear Billy (a day later),
I can’t recall if I started talking first about this – -maybe it’s because I vaguely remember your describing yourself doing this (nude all day long on a horse) from another Tribe post.

It’s a very erotic image – bTW what’S the one that always can get you off in the one DVD you have? Well.. I’m anything if not kind, generous, serious, kinky and horny. Dirty old men DO have their virtues as well as their benefits. (HeHe). Is that all David does when he comes? Just bring you new porn – he’s not much of a Brokeback Buddy or is he? (HATs off and pants down… whooa.)
Sorry .. I’m giddy with excitement (NOT just because I can imagine your butt rubbed raw from horse hair – although that would probably get any warm-bloodied man boiling……) I’m thrilled because I am COMING TO AMERICA (do-waddy diddy bo bap!)

You’re hardly the only young (or even older) guy who knows he likes men that sometimes or even a lot of times ALSO like seeing men with women or even more than that. Most of humanity is bisexual or omnisexual… but society (civilization or whatever) can’t ‘allow’ that since it would have a dramatic effect on what the world works – power / control / nationalism / territories / war / economics ,etc…. Enuf of that shit (right!)

I’m just saying it’s totally natural and it turned your stomach to see pussy or a long thick cock stuffed in one then you’d not be like most men — gay or str8 or in-between.
By the same token, that’ s why most str8 men prefer seeing couples or MFM or M2F scenes in porn.
They enjoy seeing (even if they can’t quite admit it) the same thing – it’s like a projection of themselves – so str8 men have a craving for cock (well at least seeing it) too. How’s that for reverse psychology!

Didn’t I mention (perhaps not to you in an email) — I am married … still and have two almost grown sons.
I’m not a womanizer and I don’t play both sides of the fence but I had my share of enjoyment with sex with a woman. I was fully queer until I met the woman who became my wife and the mother of my sons.
We are still happily married and they ALL know I’m gay (not very bisexual any more).

At your young age, there is every reason to believe that you CAN’T and shouldn’t set the course on your life in one certain direction with 100% assurance it will ONLY be that. Who knows you might one day fly to moon, fall in love (with somebody else besides a horse LOL, or even get married and have kids.

That IS what Ennis (sp?) (was that his name?) did in Brokeback Mountain, right?


————————— Billy’s reply
Hello again.
It’s cool writing to you. Who knows when I make it to Japan. lol About your advice. I do know I want to have my own kids someday but I also know that I don”t want to mislead some girl to have em. I have had pussy, in LA a few times but it just ain’t the same as a guy. I wont change I don’t think. Ennis was a chicken shit. His behavior was a little too confused for me to like him very much. Jack should”ve forced the issue. Oh well. What I like about my one porn flick is this particular dude. He’s close to perfect in my mind and the girl was halfway decent so she doesn’t detract fom him. But when I’m wasted I could watch chickens fucking and get off. lol
Oh, and one more thing, don”t be dissin’ my horse. She and I are an item around here. The other is a quarter horse gelding named Buck. You can diss him since the futhermucker bit me this morning
Ok dude. Chow time. We’ll dedicate tonights rocket launch to you. Cool?


Once on the ‘road’ I won’t be online regularly – I’m camping for two weeks (separated by travels, biz)
Once I hit American highways in mid August – I am GONE in 60 seconds… driving in Japan is such boring pain… that I just love travelling hundreds of miles at a stretch once I get to Kentucky / Tennessee and the Carolinas. I think nothing of a 500 mile trip – my parents live just north of Nashville.

That feeling (rush of freedom/speed/wind) is probably something similar to how you must feel to get up on a horse again – after weeks or months of being stuck in LA. Maybe not.. since you CAN ride a skateboard to get around in LA, here in Tokyo, I have to drive at hour each way in slow moving traffic – there are few sidewalks and skateboarding on streets is illegal here (at least you never ever see anyone doing it) — only in designated sk8 parks.

See ya’, Kelly

Dear Billy,

One new and happy development here.. we are getting a MATE for our dog. She’s another Toy Manchester Terrier and she going to arrive on Sunday. They are keeping her at the pet shop to finish her vet check and to complete her shots. She’ just a 40 day old puppy.

We’ve been looking (not to seriously) for a few years — it’s incredibly expensive to get a puppy of this breed (about $2000 for a female) and much more for a champion male (which is what our first dog is). He’s getting to be eight years old so if he’s going to have offspring it’s now or never.
He’s an incredibly smart dog and belongs to an animal talent agency so he’s been on TV several times.

We’re hoping to have a side career (animal (dog) handler for TV, movies, and print ads) when their puppies are growing up and being trained.

Finding a bitch (dog talk – not human speech ) for a TMT is not easy – especially in Japan and there is not guarantee that things will work out with breeding), but we’re getting this puppy so she can grow up with her future husband.

Our dog is named Batistuta (named after the Argentine soccer player who made Italy what it is today – not exactly). But he did a lot more than David Beckham is probably going to do for the US soccer pro league (although I hope his coming to LA has a great effect on the popularity of the sports in the US).
I’m NOT a team sport guy – I just think soccer has a many social benefits since it’s NOT a rich kids or upper middle class-only game like some team (and individual) sports.

Hey. already too long for your tired eyes to stay up late and read… (it’s almost noon here).

Ciao, baby.. chow, puppy.. puppy chow!!!


———— (just a few extracts) —-

From Billy to Kelly,

Ok. absence makes the heart grow fonder “doesn’t” it. that better? My grandfather speaks better english than me/I do. Puppies rule and I like their stinky puppiness. My hairs short right now as of last week. I got pine sap in it and just got fed up and cut it off. Have fun in the hostels. Ive never been in one.
Later bro, Billy

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Timberfell Lodge : A Great Gay CMNM Getaway

Timberfell Lodge proves to be a great gay CMNM getaway in the backwoods of East Tennessee. 

I promised (myself) that I’d write a review of Timberfell Lodge, the outdoorsy gay resort in the foothills of the Great Smoky Mountains of east Tennessee.  

Before the great memories fade completely, I’ll try to get some of what occurred there during my first visit to Timberfell. It will definitely not be my last time to go.

SPECIAL NOTE: At a later time, I will come back to the topic of what kinds of CMNM situations I experienced at Timberfell Lodge, and also explore the idea of a real CMNM weekend event there in the future more in details in a later post. Any ideas in the meantime are certainly welcome! Send me an email or write your ideas in a blog comment.

* Timberfell Lodge would make a great venue for a Daddy-Boy Retreat, a CMNM Weekend, complete with circus tent for live role-plays and exhibitions. I understand that a Daddy-Boy BDSM Event has been held there in the recent past. I’m going to try to get one started there for next year — hopefully in August (between Mr. Timberfell Contest Weekend and Labor Day) — perhaps in conjunction with these or other existing annual events, or at one or more gay campgrounds in North America. Any suggestions or recommendation would also be greatly appreciated. 

Why Timberfell Lodge proved to be a great gay getaway in the backwoods of East Tennessee. 

Although it is located in rural Tenn, there is most everything you’d want to the resort grounds: dining room, variety of accommodations, plenty of men of all ages, body types, races, persuasions, and passions, lots of nooks and crannies for anonymous sex, great sense of community, isolated for complete nudity, reasonable rates, exciting home-spun events with enough technicality to be enjoyable,… and more. I visited it for the first time on Aug 13-17 which coincided with the Mr. Timberfell Contest Weekend of events.

There is still time this season (Summer 2020) to camp out – although they do have rooms and a bunk-bed dorm for the less outdoorsy.

Labor Day Weekend is one of their biggest events, and the last major one before the pool closes later this month, followed on by their annual Cocktobear-Fest in October.

What’s hot and what’s to do?

1) Bears galore – If you’re into them, you’ll have a large assortment to dazzle your fancy. There are other types of guys too.. like me (gray fox), and otters, panthers, and wily coyotes, too. There are NOT too many twinks, however (awhhh!). When I attended the Mr. Timberfell Contest Weekend, there were only 4 young men (20s), who were there because one of them (a hunky stud) was competing for the title. I’d say the average age is 45 – and there are plenty of older men, and quite a lot of younger ones 30 – 45. But only a few below 29. I did meet a 20 year old who was into older guys, and a 70 something into younger. It’s all relative.. after all. 

2) The location is isolated, so you can go nude anywhere on the resort (except the dining room),

3) Festive atmosphere for the weekend events,

4) Bar is open to outsiders, day visitors, and to guests

5) Sex is not guaranteed but highly likely if you’ve got what it takes (smile). Public sex is not allowed but there was plenty going on in the private areas. 

6) Nice facilities – byob for wine/liquor, cannot bring beer but can buy it there, the food served is like home-style buffet – if you’re not really a camp-style cook, pool and large sun deck, sauna, steam room can get active – especially at night – they open all night for your pleasure (smile). 

7) Best thing was meeting the great guys – I had great conversations and still managed to get off at the right times. Wink! 

Costs: Check it out online – but campsite $15 for 1 person per night, breakfast $6, dinner $20, poolside beer $3, snacks $3 

From camping (in a tent or camper), to a bunk in the bunkhouse, to a room with shared toilet, to a fine private room with private bath. It’s all up to you! They have events all year long – even when it’s too cold to camp outdoors. 

ADDED Bonus: The events are not very expensive, and day-guests are abundant on weekends. Also, there is actually a community of gay men who live (and a few work on site) at the resort full-time, particularly in the summer months. There are rentable trailer and RV sites for those who want a live-in gay nude resort experience 24/7.

Find out more at: www.timberfell.com/home/

August 5, 2020 – 3:52 PMYou have to realize that Timberfell is way back in rural, Bible-belt America. If you drive passed it, (easily to do since its unmarked except for the street number), you’ll end up in one of the most redneck parts of Tennessee, where the regular pastime could well be cornholing unsuspecting Yankee tourists, a la Deliverance (see film / novel of the same name) . However, Timberfell Lodge is a little gay oasis where bear-mauling truckers, silver-maned bikers, beefy jarheads, countryfied southern gentry, and white trailer trash all mingle rather happily, mostly naked around the pool or guzzling moonshine (not actually) in the dance-hall tavern-bar just up the hill.

Maybe we can get a group of interested people from Tribe.net or the Guys into CMNM social network groups to convene for some down-home fun and good times. Hey, ya’ll come, y’hear! 

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My closet flashing finally gets a notice

Being a closet flasher I enjoy wearing my mesh shorts or athletic pants (liner removed)outdoors. Amazingly however, I rarely get noticed — even when I don’t wear a long shirt that would cover up the fact that I’m free-balling and hanging loose. There are different sized mesh weaves so the amount of transparency varies on the garment and whether it’s sunny or cloudy (amount of light) affects how see-thru they appear. 

For the first time in a pretty long while, I actually did get noticed. I went out about 7 a.m. the other day wearing my long mesh pants to take a morning walk — without my dog. Lately I’ve been taking the dog out and hour or so later than that. 

Along came someone on a bicycle who I’ve seen in the neighborhood before but haven’t for a long time. He’s a gardener / landscaper who works at a nursery nearby. I remember him because he’s used come early to pick up the company truck parked in a lot across from where I live.

(The photo at the right is one of this blog’s author. —> )

 He would arrive on his bicycle and then proceed to stand sideways out in front the parked vehicle and take a long piss (just about every morning). I had noticed this habit – not because I was spying on him – but I’d see him when I came out to get the paper, looked out the window, He was apparently not deliberately exposing himself — at least from my viewpoint. Yet I always wondered if he were sort of doing it on purpose. If he’s coming to work by bicycle, his own place couldn’t be that far away. 

For a year or so, his company uses a different parking lot for their vehicles so I’ve not seen him taking a morning piss. Well, that other morning, as he rode passed me on his bicycle his eyes centered in on my freeballing cock in these mesh pants which was just hanging partly below my shirt. He turned in from a side road and so his view of it. 

was just a short glance, but he definitely reacted. Because he had earphones

on, as was listening to music, he could not heard himself but I heard him mumbled just as he passed me ‘goddamn! or something like that, doing a double take.

Somehow I don’t think he was not as shocked as he was surprised – maybe even delighted — that there was somebody in his neighborhood he would do what he’s been thinking about so long (his pissing in public was just his way of innocent flashing). So I now I think he might have been getting his own thrills as he ‘innocently’ pissed in public ever morning.

I know there are many — if not most freeballers – who do wear no underwear for a lot different reasons than the thrill of accident exposure. But I think there might at least be a element of thrill of being seen for a good many — even showing a VPL (visible penis line) through your pants/short that are NOT mesh must be appealing to some freeballers. Wearing mesh and semi-transparent or see-thru or ripped clothes with holes while freeballing is more further step along in that direction.

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